I choose my path.. I decided to leave.. n I dint expect you to nt do anything but just text to said dont leave.. it breaks my heart n it gonna take one hell of time to recover it.. im trauma actually.. I've been thru so much pain for u... doin so much for you.. is this what I deserve? I deserve something better.. I love ur parents like my own parents did u think of that? Did you ever think that what u do all the while is hurting me.. im in depression till now.. every time I look at my tattoo on my wrist I will have this heartache that I lost my child.. my unborn child.. if he is alive now.. he is already a month old.. cute healthy baby.. all u did was care for ur friends.. u can say depression cause me this.. but it was all ur fault! U made me in to this.. u force me to be like that..
Hey bi.. did u know I accidentally saw ur convo? I read the whole convo... and if u think that im wrong.. im sorry.. I just can't bear seeing you go n die.. if u think im wrong cause mad at u having a tank.. i can tell u that.. im mad because u do things too fast... n never think of consequences... if u think im wrong that don't let u go genting with ur bff with a motor.. is because I cant bear the worried.... n u should know how dangerous is it to go there with a motor.. If I can say this to ur fren to his face I'll tell him that if u want use ur life to go there... u may go there with ur frens but please do not ask my bf to go n risk his life to accompany u.. cause I can't affort to lose the person I love the most... But I can't... cause u will still think im not understanding n im wrong... that's y I choose to keep quite n cry myself... if can.. stand in my shoe n think.. :)