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๑ chiling la ๑

Chilling la... its been my frequent use word.. guess when things happened too much and you already expected.. eventually you'll become numb and just chill.. i guess the world is just selfish... everyone will just pin point your weakness but no one eventually see your strength...   yeah.. i know my weakness is hot temper and i can cool down in 1 sec depends on situation... i guess everyone will have temper... not only me right? well, for 2 years what i did it is really a waste? i did so much.. and yet everyone just see my weakness.. i did not ask for the moon or the stars.. i just want a simple thing that everyone can do.. no lies no hurt just trust, understanding, caring, loving.. do you really think i am happy with all this happened? let me tell you is NO.. i am just a girl.. i'm not as tough as you think i am..  i really got no solution for all this crap.. really,, its till the limit i'm numb to it.. all i want is someone who can sit down and listen to what i complain.. i just need that.. a person who sit and listen, keep my secret, and silently be there for me.. if there is a machine that can switch body.. i really hope that YOU and me switch.. so you'll know how i feel and stand in my shoe and think for a sec...

xoxo
Princess  

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