♥The Diary♥

I choose my path.. I decided to leave.. n I dint expect you to nt do anything but just text to said dont leave.. it breaks my heart n it gonna take one hell of time to recover it.. im trauma actually.. I've been thru so much pain for u... doin so much for you.. is this what I deserve?  I deserve something better.. I love ur parents like my own parents did u think of that? Did you ever think that what u do all the while is hurting me.. im in depression till now.. every time I look at my tattoo on my wrist I will have this heartache that I lost my child.. my unborn child.. if he is alive now.. he is already a month old.. cute healthy baby.. all u did was care for ur friends.. u can say depression cause me this.. but it was all ur fault!  U made me in to this.. u force me to be like that..