I choose my path.. I decided to leave.. n I dint expect you to nt do anything but just text to said dont leave.. it breaks my heart n it gonna take one hell of time to recover it.. im trauma actually.. I've been thru so much pain for u... doin so much for you.. is this what I deserve? I deserve something better.. I love ur parents like my own parents did u think of that? Did you ever think that what u do all the while is hurting me.. im in depression till now.. every time I look at my tattoo on my wrist I will have this heartache that I lost my child.. my unborn child.. if he is alive now.. he is already a month old.. cute healthy baby.. all u did was care for ur friends.. u can say depression cause me this.. but it was all ur fault! U made me in to this.. u force me to be like that..
Time flies.. it's been a year.. oh well.. This year been ups and downs! Like a roller coaster ride for me.. see some true face of people when they know that you know their secrets.. true color shows when they are fucked up.. :) let's say.. starting of year 2014 I tot everything gonna be alright tot I found the guy.. but in fact he is not the one.. thing end in June after my trip to Taiwan.. Indeed taiwan is a awesome place to visit.. after that.. Most of my months I travel around.. been to penang, langkawi, malacca, and my favourite place taiping.. ❤ For those that look down on me.. saying that: - she won't be able to buy car - she won't be able to get her licence - she so bad temper won't get married or a bf Sorry to tell you that.. first of all I have financial issue.. I have high commitment.. But now.. I'm proud to say that I manage to get my own car.. and marriage in my list.. like hello which guy will actually wait for a girl for two years and being...