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Mask.. Everyday I'm wearing my mask.. Sometimes I wonder when I REALLY can take it off and face people with it, maybe like now? I'm taking off my mask and writing down how I feel.. How sad I am or how hurt.. Must i really be the happy girl that everyone use to know? Laughing, smiling doesn't mean I happy with my life.. Yea people always tell me..not only you got stress unhappy.. i know.. but when im unhappy sad stress.. i really cant show it? I must be always laughing?  GIVE ME A BREAK!  I just want to be myself without wearing a mask...

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